Why? What's the point? For what purpose?

Why?
This question constantly rings in my head!
Why am I here, what is my purpose?
Why do I constantly feel like a fraud?
Why do people always awe at the work I do, yet I see it as mediocre?
Why?
Why do I feel cursed, when in fact I'm blessed beyond measure?
Why do I not get satisfied, even though the work of my hands is transforming thousands of lives?
Why do I always ask myself why?
Why do I always feel like a million people in my head?
Why? Why? Why?
Why, even though I am winning, I feel like self-sabotaging?
Tried music. Tried art. Tried coding. Tried design.
None seem to answer my question.
I am going to make it my life's mission to be able to answer this question.
So simple, yet seemingly like I can not find answers for it.
Until then, I am going to ask you the same question.
Why?
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Why? What's the point? For what purpose?